Sometimes between the sun and us, I can a see this filter, almost like a glowing. As if the world were cast in a fragrant haze of bougainvillea and rose. A saffron sunrise. A malbec night. The moon circulating, all the time drawing us closer together as if the world were rushing into the singularity of us. This is all I will ever see again, in the morning, the evening, night, fall, and spring. The red castle haunts the periphery of my every moment. Could it ever be the same?
–Between the Sun and Us, Nicholas Andriani
Our story is never-ending.
That to say, I will always love you.
Aware of this dream state which is my tendency to romanticize the past. Regardless of the truth, of fact — all those details are less real than the world I remember. Our twirling through the markets on the jackknife edge of recklessly falling into one another. A hopeless, twisting, deep down belly falling. Weightless in the Sierra Nevada.
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To Ingvild, the one who never was but always will. My forthcoming novel is in part an apology to you. For everything.
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wow. That is beautiful.
Maggie, thank you so much for these kind words. You’ve simply made my day 🙂